Three Love Songs
1.
When we met
it was as if a door suddenly blew open
and you were standing there,
a stranger with rain on your shoulders.
Now we are walking together,
the backs of our hands touching
in the abbey grounds.
The sun shines intermittently on us
as we peer through grills
into the shattered centre of the church
of a long gone community of men
who built this to demonstrate
the enduring love of God.
When I spend considering time alone,
It seems that nothing
man-made and beautiful
can last forever;
but then I think perhaps
eight hundred years would do.
2.
Ambitious for love
I spin you into a filament
with the strength of silk.
Ambitious for love
I make a hook of you
and sharpen it.
I have manufactured everything else
for my own capture
but it is your smile
which brings me to the surface.
It is an easy mistake.
This time somehow
I recognise my danger with seconds to spare
and draw back
not ambitious for the forever
which, even when it’s over
has to be pulled again and again
from torn and trembling skin.
3.
Ask me what I remember
and I will not say your eyes,
the blueness hard to qualify
in terms of sea or skies.
Ask me what I remember
and I will say your collar bone,
the balustrade for your breath.
And when I am alone
it is the memory of how it felt,
that I won’t forget, even if I could,
in this slow and long withdrawal
of you ebbing from my blood.